Hiyoh i really wonder how on earth i'm going to survive these 3 years of studying.. lessons are soo boring esp psyiology and anatomy.. hiah hiah hiah. and i'm supposed to be stressed cos i have a test this coming monday and some com project and this 1000 word essay on "the molecular theories of aging" due next week.
AND i have no idea wat the theories of aging are cos i've nv studies bio in my ENTIRE life! oh man.. tt guy must be crazy.. can't he set easier topics? hiah hiah.. hehe today angel started barking at the window.. and it was kinda scary cos she refused to stop even after i'd pulled down the curtains.. and it's the 7th month now.. aiyoh.. she really looks very sweet when she's sleeping.. hehe..

hi! i 'm back to normal again! hehe well.... my puppy's going for training on sunday! yeah... and i've decided to dedicate my life to AnGeL my little precious.. she's so super spoilt and she only eats when i feed her out of a spoon.. woah~ this is one pampered doggy.. hehe and she's fat! chubby puppy.. the pet shop guy asked us to cut down on the amt of food we're feeding her.. i guess maybe tt could be one of the reasons why she doesn't wanna eat these days.
and she got a new leash cos she broke the other one.. she oso got a "harness" thing and peanut butter freeze dried icecream. tt's good stuff.. i tried it and well.. all i can say is dogs these days are super lucky. =)
was chatting with emelia yesterday night.. hiah. why do ppl change so much? yy's changing and it's like we're losing a fren.. she used to be so sweet and caring and accepting.. now she's becoming more and more distant and it's so unlike her.. i'm losing a dear fren.... hiah.. wat to do???
went for ottp lec at 11 today hehe.. parents are going to ipoh tonight with the rest of the aunties..

the light of my life!  

let go... then move on.. 

hiah... i saw HIM today.. and i really dunno what i'm feeling anymore. i tot i'd put the past behind me.. but it seems like i haven't forgotten.. it's just buried memories and some part of me really really doesn't wanna let go.. he's still with that pig and though i pretend it doesn't matter i noe that deeo down inside it still does. and i really hate myself for not being able to forget. hiah. i sound so lame here... i'm sorry.. i'm really not like this usually.. it's just tt seeing him evoked alot of buried memories. what if we hadn't broken up, what if i'd been nicer, what if we'd never started in the first place. hiah~