hiah~ time for me to get down to some serious studying. but i just can't switch to "study" mode! i think i'm going to have to repeat next year. sigh. i am so so so so sick of life and everybody! think i'm suffering from a SUPER early menopause or something. i'm becoming increasingly irritable and grouchy and unsociable! and i just CANNOT talk to old folks! hiah. sooo tired.. and i keep getting tummyaches at this time! what's wrong with my freaking body heh?

think i have to go on a diet soon! i'm turning into a humongous big fat pig! die.. it's soo easy to put on weight, but so hard to lose them. sick sick sick!