even princesses make a clown of themselves now and then.. =)

 

Dearest blog,
as lousy as i am with html, i have added 2 new lil items to you! hehe if u scroll all e way down, you'll see a little piggy there.. click on it afew times and it rolls in e mud and becomes all dirty.. den u have to click on e water spray and shower e lil piggy.. then u can feed it an apple! hehe it is kinda cute.. and if u wait til the page loads ALL e way, a little blue kitty appears at e top left hand corner just above the blogger icon. click on it once and it follows ur mousie pointer around.. to make it go back to its corner (sobsob) click on it again.. if u let kitty catch up with your pointer it sits there and does cute little actions! then, it goes to sleep until it's time too place catch again..

hehe i like cats and i like pigs. =) and i LOVE angel! lalala..
Liping

p.s: e prev post was my first testing process of blogging via email.. =p therefore it sounded kinda crappy.. yes i know.

dearerst blog,

test test again...

liping

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dearest blog,
guess who's next to me?? aha it's suet ming the super monkey... ahha rite.. very sleep.. and freaking freaking tired.. cos i was rusing out some report last night and while everybody is still trying to correct and improve on their already quite well done reports here i am slacking when the reports i've come up with are like total crap! ahhh... die.. and mobility prac is on monday... ahhh dieee...
sigh, liping

now this is another lame entry just for the sake of entrying.. hehe

dearest blog,
these are cute raccoons at e sg zoo! e pic quality is not too good cos it's a pic of a pic taken a few yrs ago.. but they are cute! somebody was feeding them potato chips and there they were queueing up for their food.. cool.. i wan a raccoon for a pet. and a skunk.

anyway... this period is totally crappy.. reports, prac tests and exams. sigh. please help me get thru this..

and for dear readers who have somehow chanced upon this blog of mine, please do take a few mins off ur time to say a little prayer for my daddy.. his hearing's getting worse, and his hearing aid's not helping much anymore.. even though it's been set to about the max it can go.. and it's hard communicating with him cos he just cannot hear us.. it's alright if it's just us, but i'm afraid it's affecting his work performance as well.. and i do hope his colleagues will be tolerant and kind enought to understand what he's going through. he may lose his job if his colleagues lose their patience with him.. and it'll be a big blow to his ego. it's already been a very big blow for him to wake up one day to find that he has lost his hearing in both ears.. and if this hadn't happened, he might've gotten a promotion already.. now it's hard to say if he can even hold on to his job well.. so please, please please do remember my daddy in ur prayers if u can.. no mattter what religon u're in.. thank you to all who do..

Love, Liping 

dearest blog,
why do the words "enthusiasm" and "spontaneity" seem to have died out in most ppl these days? it's kinda sad isn't it? it's like e older we grow the less adventurous we become. we become so used to the same ol things tt we refuse to try out new things. and so we settle for the same ol mundane things day after day after day. even going out to celebrate becomes boring. sigh. whatever. and it's not like i have plenty of patience either.
do this? no. do that? no. go here? dunno. go there? dunno. want this? dunno. want that? dunno. everybody doesnt know what they want or where to go. then what am i supposed to do eh? trying to keep spirits up is TIRING too u noe. ok so we're all hot and sweaty and tired. then just settle for something la! but nooooooo.... everything is wrong.... this cannot that cannot and nobody wants to make up their minds! ahhhhhh

it seems like i only blog when i'm unhappy, grouchy, grumpy or whiny. but then it's way easier to express happiness than grumpiness, esp towards friends and stuff.. yep so here comes all t grumpiness and whininess. rite.

oh yesh.. xr & me are gg to thailand! whee.. hehehe i like thailand. e ppl are nice and welcoming.. well at least, most of them are. yepy yep..

and it's joycelyn's bday today! ahhh.. my lil fluffy lamb! hehe tt's "xiao mian yang" cos she's so sweet and lambish~ yy and i are meeting her for dinner on sat.. i hope this celebration goes better.. yep.

and hk and joycelyn are gg to rebond their hair.. i cant decide if i should too.. i need a haircut though.. and i wanna color mi hair~ but then clinicals are starting..

i wanna go to kbox.. and swimming.. and wild wild wet.. and horse riding.. and thailand... sigh.. and i noe what i want for my bday! a CAR! i wan a nissan march! it's the cutest car ever! ahh i looooove that car.. sports cars are UGLY and no i'm not saying tt out of jealousy or spite. sports cars ARE ugly. and a waste of $$ and resources. plus they make too much noise. k back to my marchie... i wan a purple one! the light purplish-lavander one.. or a yellow one.. nice... i wouldnt mind settling for a lil picanto though.. anything tt can get me to school and back.. it's like only a 10 mins drive and a 40mins trip via bus/train plus a 10mins walk. how sick is tt?

e princess is sulking like in e above pic now.. and she's all curled up on her lil blue bed.. she's sulking cos i tricked her into bathing. she really doesnt like bathing and i dunno y.. it's such a hot day i should think she should be grateful for a nice cool bathe! i really suspect she's got cat genes in her.. she is perfectly beautiful! =)

anyway.. right.. it's time to go finish up my gandhi report and whatever else i'm supposed to do.. argh..
kk
bye!

Love, Liping

 

dear blog,
i want a lap toppie! and one of those cool foldable beds with rotatable tables! they're on show at imm.. hehe and i want to go to spotlight! and chinatown.. argh.. and i seriously need new slippers and sandals and heels! that naughty princess of mine has destroyed 4 pairs of MY footwear! she doesnt even sniff anybody elses' la! wah my attitude dog.. hehe i like~

argh... i still think this crazy ot course happily assumes we ALL have NO lives! argh.. and therefore.. it bombards us with nonstop projects and tests and reports and presentations and more reports and more projects and more presentations. it's NEVER ENDING!! oh gosh.. i wanna die.. and i wanna bring angel to e beach to swim! ahhhhh...
no time no time.. i hope november comes soon.. and never ends! grrr...

tummie rubbie pleasie mummie??

yep yep hehe =) i do so love my princess..
hugx
Liping

what's over is over isn't it. we don't owe each other anything now. you have your happiness and i have my princess.. focus your efforts on entertaining her instead.
take care.
lp

 

 


fuzzy buzzy peachies 

 


some of e first things i've knitted.. hehe 

dearest blog,
there is a saying that goes.. " it's better to forget and be happy, than to remember and be sad."

when u remember the past u may feel remember the anger or the happier times before the anger. but i do believe u never felt the sadness. or the pain. cos when u left u were already with someone else. whom you could share ur feelings with. and whom u WANTED to be with. it was something u wanted. and u moved on to happier times. and since u're happily in ur happy life now, y keep travelling back to the past?
have u ever thought about how i had to manage? do u know who was there to share my inner most feelings and pain? NO. you do not. so please please stop preaching about how u wanna help etc etc. can a broken mirror ever be fixed? can a broken heart ever be truly fixed? can u even TRY to understand how u would feel if SHE now tells u she's fallen for someone else and that if she never tells him her feelings she'll regret it her whole life? and that is WHILE she is STILL WITH YOU. using u like a freaking spare tire? one day :"i've given up on him, i'll try to stay with you." 2 days later:"it's no use we'll never work out". then a few days later it's back to i'm sorry lets be friends. do u klow what kind of emotional hell that is?
hearing the other guy telling his frens about presents she's given him, not knowing that you're just there.

do you NOT UNDERSTAND that while i was alone you had already found another person to share your hurt with? to focus on and to help you along? friends are friends but there's a reason why a significant other/ better half etc is thus named! i do not deny that they were the ones who helped me up and were constantly there at the expense of their own time, but ultimately deep deep deep down inside i was ALONE.

yes so i did betray your secrets. did u not tell stories about me too? about how much u'd suffered in my possessive hands? a human will always be human. what did u expect me to do? i am no saint. and if u could have totally ignored my feelings then, why are u suddenly bothering now?

u have changed. precisely beacuse u do not feel the same way anymore. dont u understand??

yes life is good for u now. tt doesnt mean u have to make everybody else's life good too. u dont have to feel sorry or guilty or whatever. cos what's been done's already done.

it's not like i'm freakingly miserable now. no matter what happens life goes on and either u move on with it, or u stay trapped in the past. and the past is not something i ever wanna revisit again. i have moved on. the pain does still exist, and i do not know if it'll ever fade, but it is not affecting my daily life. the mind is a great thing, and bad memories can get subconsciously frozen somewhere in the labyrinth of memories.

another quote that xinrong once quoted: "what they cant feel, they cannot understand."

-liping-