half a year has gone

so quickly.. and it’s already 9 days into 2009.

so i asked 2 blog posts ago, when i look back would i laugh or cry. now i know.

i’ve graduated. i’ve laughed. i’ve cried. i’ve gone running off to elisa’s place in the middle of the night. i’ve settled in nicely. i’ve got to settle out again. i’ve drunk like mad. i’ve made the people who love me worry. i’ve successfully pretended to be blind and deaf. i’ve completed another semester of my new course. i’ve got to decide wth do i want to do w my life in the next month or so.

it sucks when things never turn out the way you want them too. and it sucks when people are so full of excuses and crap.

going to have to learn to stand on my own. tired with dealing. problems here, problems there. but am really really sick of sg. i really wish i didn't come back this time round. hiah. oh well. anyway just dled the latest version of msn. it’s kinda cool. and this windows live writer thingy actually shows how the post’s going to look like. damn cool. yea.

looking back on how things have changed. turns out that all our lives have moved in ways that we would never have dreamed of. yy’s travelling up and down visiting her nan ren. joycelyn’s started work and is working shifts, she’s also studied in oz and travelled around so much. ailing’s been to the states for training and moving on in her life, staying strong in the face of all the difficulties she’s had to face, but still as down to earth as ever, hk’s now an sg girl, flying around the world, also having had to deal with what life threw at her. june’s already applied for a flat w her bf. the rest are working and moving on in life. xr’s also gone through much, showing her concern from so far away when i was down and whiny. mich’s also w sia, flying around the world. suet’s starting on a new course. stef’s working. ant’s starting work in feb. everyone’s grown so much through life.

i must say though, as much as the guys in my life suck, i’ve been blessed with really wonderful friends, guys and girls alike.

Thank God for this group of friends, who’ve seen each other through our ups and downs, and whose friendship remains as strong as ever. =)