released at last

guess what? i have finally shed my last tears for you. finally after all this time, i have really really learnt to let go, and to close this chapter in my life. I was finally able to share our story without any tears or pain, and without anger. With this first proper and final sharing, i guess i am finally relieved of this load. Thank you Lord for helping me through all this while, for making me come to my senses and accepting what has happened, for making me realise that i have grown stronger from this, and for my wonderful friends who stuck through with me til the end. And for allowing me to feel that i can once again meet his eyes without hurt or anger.

i eagerly await what you have planned for me in life, and i trust my life to Your hands.