was stoning in e cold kitchen alone, clutching the hot cup of herbal tea that suet made for me (cos of my upcoming cough) and just enjoying being in the house, being in melbourne, being with suet, mx and steph.and then i started looking ard the kitchen, and thinking abt how sad it'd be to leave this place behind when the time comes. it's only been 2 months, and this place really really feels so homely, despite all its teeny little flaws. it's like everything's so comfortable now and i dont want things to change. in such an amazingly short time, tlp has gotten attached to this place, and to each and every one here..
sometimes i really cant help but wonder what e future holds? how different will things be?
i guess it's really fear of e unknown, and fear to venture out of my comfort zone which is holding me back.. hmmm... i suppose this could be a test of faith ba..
and although it's something i've really been worrying about and questioning in the past few days, i really want to thank the Lord for helping me to come to understand that it's Him i really have to trust, that peace will come with faith in Him, and that at the end of everything, everything will work out, because He loves me and all i need is Him! =)
~hugx~
peace at last
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